This weekend was two months since Larry died after his year-and-a-half battle with cancer. It’s still hard to deal with and reckon with. To allow myself to really let it sink in just brings in the emotions and tears, which happens quite a lot still. This past week was notably more painful for some vague […]
Obviously my last year and a half have been difficult, because obviously what Larry was going through and doing what we all could to fight for his survival and then make his death as comfortable as able. There’s been another aspect of my life that has been very hard to deal with that ran concurrently […]
Going through each week is definitely an up and down experience. I’m blessed to have the friends I do, as they are happily keeping me engaged and doing stuff. As you’ll see in these pictures, I do have fun. And I can at times not think about Larry’s death, and I don’t feel bad about […]
I’ve discovered I can start crying at the drop of a hat. Okay, to be more specific, grieving for me can be “okay one minute – absolutely crestfallen the next.” It’s obviously what grief is in terms of a definition, but it just can take a lot out of you. This morning, I woke up […]
A week or so ago, I had a really vivid dream with Larry in it. We were on a porch of some cabin-like building, sitting on the steps leading to it. We were deep in conversation with Olivia Newton John, who was delighted with us and we were delighted with her. The subject of her […]