Not a good day either. Started off miserable, and continued to be miserable all day. Larry wouldn’t come downstairs for a long time and refused to eat, although he would but unhappily. A lot of gagging. I got the tree out from the garage and set it up – it was very nice and it was Fran’s first time getting to experience a Christmas tree. Regardless, lot of gagging. Then Larry fell at the top of the stairs after slipping – so I’ve bought some grip socks from Amazon which will hopefully arrive Saturday. During the evening, it really did feel like Larry was giving up. Joel arrived back today, and that’s a relief to have someone for Fran. Alas, I don’t have that but still at night, Larry and I had another moment that was nice, as I was kind of losing my shit and talking out loud quietly to myself – he reached over and grabbed my hand. I love him. We can and will get through this.
